Eventhough many times I questioned His goodness in my life.
Eventhough more than 5 times a day I remember the child I lost and asked why haven't God restored my lost.
Eventhough I thought of quitting.
Eventhough I envy those who don't know Him but seem to have perfect life.
Eventhough I still cry at night, sometimes.
Eventhough...
I can not deny the fact, the very real fact that since God revealed His grace for me, my spirit screams of praises for Jesus.
Even in the midst of my cry and agony, I'd heard my spirit said,
"Thankyou Jesus, I love You".
I don't know what happen, but the voice keeps coming within me. Like it wanted me to follow him to believe, that God is real and Jesus is good. All the time.
